And anyone else who actually cares.
You might have been wondering why I've been gone recently...
Sunday at 1:04am the most important thing in my life was taken from me... my best friend in the whole wide world, the blood in my veins, my heart filled with thoughts and love only for her... my dog, SallySue.
She died in my arms, and I'm slowly getting better, I have moments like now when I can talk to people and feel okay at best.
Then there are others when I can't even breathe (I have anxiety issues if you didn't know)
The hardest part is that this is my first major loss... and it still hasn't sunk in... I come home and wonder why she didn't greet me at the door. I call out her name at night, wanting to cuddle... but of course she's not there. It's very hard for me to tell you this without crying but somehow I am managing...
If I learned anything from this experience, it's that I am way stronger then I thought I was. I don't know if I will get on over the next couple days, or even weeks. But, I wanted you to know what was going on. I don't want you to worry, I'll be fine but for now I need time away from the computer. I need time to mourn and get used to her not being here, and I really hope you understand.
I love you all and I promise to come back, but I cannot promise that that will be anytime soon.