♡ without you - nct u ♡
I was so scared to let anyone break down my walls, and terrified of love. I seen what happened to the people that fell in love with someone and then got their hearts broken. I didn’t want to be like that, so every time I thought I was falling I ended it. I couldn’t let someone break me. Then I met him. He was an angel. I had never liked brown eyes, because of my own, but I seemed to be getting lost in his every time I looked at him. He made me feel like it was okay to love. He made me feel like love was made to last. His smile gave me chills, his laugh made me want to be a comedian so I could hear it all the time. Before I knew it, I was completely in love with him, and had no problem with it. I wanted to stay there, with him, holding me. Then one day, he said the words I never wanted to hear. He told me that it would be better if we were friends. He told me if I cared and loved him, I would let him go. He was holding my heart in his hands, then he just crushed it, into millions and million of pieces. I remembered why I was so scared to love, because now I was like all the other people that had their hearts broken. Crying every time I seen him, not eating, letting my head get to me. I kept telling myself that I never meant anything to him, I was just someone to pass the time. Then the next week, I saw him with her. He had already moved on, and didn’t think twice about me. I was nothing to him. Now it’s been about 2 years since he said those words to me. And I’m still the same way, In love with someone who could care less about me.
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