How do I manage to mess up everything?
Whenever something in my life is actually okay I manage to ruin it somehow.
I take a perfectly fine thing and manage to completely mess it up.
I just ruined one of the only good things and I don't even know what to say to fix it because I'm way too stupid.
I care way too much about really stupid stuff and it just messes everything up and I can't fix it.
Why was I even born in the first place?