How do I manage to mess up everything? Whenever something in my life is actually okay I manage to ruin it somehow. I take a perfectly fine thing and manage to completely mess it up. I just ruined one of the only good things and I don't even know what to say to fix it because I'm way too stupid. I care way too much about really stupid stuff and it just messes everything up and I can't fix it. Why was I even born in the first place?