you just kill me, could you at least do that?

[collab with my lovely kat ♥]
 
Sophie,
NYCS
 
tuesday; free day.
 
"Ar, why the hell are you wearing?" I said as she walked into my room.
She rolled her eyes and kicked my ass lightly.
"Outfit!" She made fake-insulted face and showed me inside of her Fendi peek-a-boo. I smiled widely: it was full of party s.hit.
"Yeah, yeah! Best weed money can buy, champ, hard liquor, some pills and... well look at this: KEY! You know what this key opens?"
She asked and I widened my eyes.
"My old penthouse! But we're just going to sleep over there. We can't just sit here and think about bruised Seb!"
I smiled a bit and hugged her, "Did you visit him today?"
"Of course I did!" Ar yelled "Steven and I went there when you were out for lunch and we sat with him for like hour or so. Sweety... he's so happy Jessie, you and all of us are here."
"Ok. Let me dress something appropriate and lets go and use that party-bag of yours." I beamed jumping ups and down, running into my closet.
 

We were dancing on the couch of the marquee, our heels were sinked into the soft velvet pillow and we hold to each other to not fall.
"We haven't gone to dance together since a life" I shouted in Ar's ear trying to go over the extremely loud music.
"I know!" Ar yelled laughing, losing her balance and grabbing my arm, dragging me on the ground with her, "Ops"
"F.uck Ar" I cracked up, rolling on the floor, "You're drunk to the ass"
She giggled tying to stand on her feet again, leaning a hand on the wall and handing me the other "So are you doll"
I stood up with her help and I throw my arms to her neck, "Bring me home babe"
We went out the club, giggling like kids, we stopped a cab and we went to Ar's old penthouse.
"Woah" I whispered as she opened the door, "It's so weird to be here again".
A week light was peeking in through the windows, it was almost 6 in the morning and the sunrise was about to come.
"I know hun" she walked toward the living room, the ticketing of her heels brought back to my mind tons of memories.
I followed her and I lied on the warm parquet floor, she did the same and put her head next to mine.
"Do you remember the first time I went here, after being back from Europe?" I said staring at the ceiling.
She giggled, "Yes. You brought the magic bag. And alking about it, here's a present for you" she rummaged into her peek-a-boo and fished a little bottle of absinth.
"You know my vices doll" I smiled grabbing it and drinking it all in one go.
We both kept quiet for a while, then I turned on my side, to face her, "Do you think now we can go back to our happy days, even if we're living in another house?"
"It could be even better. Our apartment is flawless, you and I can see each other as much as we want to, I'm with Steven again and Seb is back. It's just that..." her voice trailed off as her mouth twitched.
I took a deep breat before ending her sentence, "Jake is still missing".
"Yep" she forced a smile and seated with her legs crossed, opening the cigarette box next to her and taking off a joint, "Do you remember the first time you met him here?"
I laughed "God I was so drunk. And so inappropriate."
"It worked though" she smiled placing the joint on her lips and inhaling as the lighter burned the edge of the stick.
"Whatever." My words stopped in my throat, suddently everything about that place remembered me of Jake. It was just too much to go through. I swallowed hard, "I have Damon now"
"Damon won't ever replace Jake! I know that, you know that!" Ar rolled her eyes and forced the joint into my mouth.
I pouted giving her back the joint. I felt my eyes filling with tears.
"Sophhhieee don't cryyy!" She slurred drunkly, hugging my leg and I started laughing.
"I can't hear you Ar! What are we talking about?!"
"Sophie where is D.?" She asked, laughing like crazy, rolling on marvel floor.
"D. is FAMOUSSS!" I made a strange face and widened my arms like wings and then tumbled on floor next to her.
"Sophie, you know what?" she said, raising her finger in the air and trying to stand up.
"What?" I snorted.
She reached to her bag and took out her diamond covered sidekick.
"Shhhh..." She shushed me and dialed something.
"Ar, who are you calling?!" I tried to take her phone but she pushed me back to floor and we both giggled.
"Hush Sophia!"
Machine: 'It's Jake Maceni. Leave a message. beep'
"Fuckerr, come here! We need you! I have... pregnancy." she giggled before hanging up and I hit her with vase that was on the floor next to us.
"Wait., wait" She said drunkly and then dialed again.
"D.!" she yelled.
"D. come to NY!" I observed her face screaming like obsessed.
"SHE HAS PREGNANCY!" I yelled from behind and we giggled again, then I grabbed the phone and threw it far away.
"That will make them come!" She exclaimed, taking sip of absinth.
"Come!" Soph repeated tring to think about something, but mymind was lost in an alcoholic mist.
We both roared with laughter, Ar's phone ringed again loudly.
I walked on hands and knees to it and I answered, "whoever you are, we're really busy now", I giggled hunging up.
Ar took the phone away from my hands, looking at the screen, "It was Jake, you dumb!"
"FUUUUUUUUUUUU" I screamed rolling on the floor laughing.
Ar slapped my ass, "you're so f.ucked up love!"
"I'll regret that tomorrow, now let me enjoy my drunkness" I mumbled reaching for Ar's bag and taking out a bottle of champagne.
"Let's make a toast" I said solemnly, uncorking the bottle, "to you my little b.itch"
Ar laughed "And to you crazy w.hore"
I smirked at her, snaking an arm around her neck and pulling her next to me, "And to Damon, who claims to love me even if we didn't fu.ck yet"
"OMG he LOVES you?" Ar's mouth dropped open "And wait, mostly, NO SEX?"
I took a long sip of champagne, then I handed the bottle back to Ar, "He has no chances for both".