Safe in My Pillow

I’m diving into my pillow
It’s the only safe harbor I know
Hidden away in my pillow
The terror and anguish don’t show

I’m becoming a part of my pillow
Like a turtle pulling into its shell
Scratching and clawing for my pillow
You can’t drag me into your hell

And if you take me away from my pillow
You won’t know that I’m really not there
I just send my mind to my pillow
It’s behind my empty, blank stare

I know I can trust in my pillow
How my pillow’s safe comfort warms
Like a soft, warm body, my pillow
I pretend it’s a mother’s loving arms

You’ll never really reach me in my pillow
Though my body you’ll batter and harm
This little girl’s all nestled in her pillow
While outside rages the storm

I’ll just stay here, thank you, in my pillow
You can all just call me insane
It’s my own little world, my pillow
While out in your world a nightmare reigns

Years fly by while I fly in my pillow
It starts to feel lonely and cold
I peek out from under my pillow
How did I get to be so old?

You say I must venture from my pillow
I’ve got to come out and face a new world
How can I let go of my pillow?
Can’t you see I’m still a scared little girl?

Copyright 2002 Marj McCabe ~ All Rights Reserved


Wrote 7 years ago
Thank you so much for your comments, RWarrior, Sunny & Tizz! ((((((((((((Safe, warm, gentle hugs for us all!))))))))))))

Wrote 7 years ago
This brings tears to my eyes. It really speaks to my heart

Wrote 7 years ago
Oh WOW!! Amazing poem! Thank you for sharing such a hard set and poem. It is so very brave of you. I went through my bed to the floor underneath...

Wrote 7 years ago
Thanks for your comments, support and letting me know I'm not alone.

Wrote 7 years ago
Powerful and touching.....thank you for sharing this.

Wrote 7 years ago
We find so many unique hiding places. The poem and your set speak so well to that need for hiding.

Wrote 7 years ago
Excellent poem. Expresses.... so much that's familiar to me.

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