first of all, if you want to see the new ed sheeran music video with rupert grint in it, link is below. also, his acting in it is amazing, and the song is lovely!
ok so now to the story i wanted to tell in this set
well, to be honest it's not much of a story, but oh well
so anyways, my dad use to CONSTANTLY ask me if i would consider modeling, and say that he would find me an agent
(i am not trying to brag, don't even start with that bullshitt, because i don't think i'm a supermodel)
i would always so no, because i always thought it would be awkward to pose in front of a camera
and i have never considered myself pretty enough to do it
but the other day it was late at night and i couldn't sleep,
so i started to play around with some red lipstick (yeah, i'm strange, no need to comment saying that, thank you very much)
then all of a sudden, i was drawing on my face with the lipstick, and i had lipstick on only my top lip, and i just looked at myself in the mirror
(AGAIN, I KNOW I AM STRANGE, stfu. I CAN BE WEIRD IF I WANT TO BE~)
and i was like
"DAMNlT I SHOULD HAVE SAID YES"
i feel like it would have been fun to model, even if nobody even hired me
OK FEEL FREE TO JUDGE ME NOW
I MISS YOU