"Come back to bed hun" Cyn said kissing my shoulder. I rolled my eyes , i wasnt in the mood. Especially since that is all my husband wanted to do.
"I promised Callum i would meet him today" I said as i pulled on my dress.
"Amelia ; Whats wrong?" Cyn asked sitting up.
"Nothing ; Why would something be wrong?" I asked annoyed putting my perfected b.tch face on.
"Amelia i have known you since you were six , i think i know my wife " he said with a smile attempting to wrap his arms around me.
"why arent Max and Eva enough" I asked saddly.
"They are / Amelia you know i love them more then anything/ I just thought .. i mean a child which is the perfect mix of us.. you have seen how happy Bella is with Ezra i want that for you" Cyn said softly.
"I have to go" I whispered.
"Amelia ; Please ; Ah if i was you i would talk to your daughter soon." Cyn said with a smile.
"what so she isnt your daughter anymore" I snapped angrily , i dont know why i was been like this but it was frustrating.
"You know that wasnt what i meant / you should go maybe when you get back you will be in a better mood" I sighed - these fights were happening more frequently.
"Honestly Ame your lucky Eva isnt dating" Callum passing me a cup of coffee.
"Caleb isnt that bad.. is he?" I asked suprised but then again he was Erich's son.
"No he is.. nice but he is a boy. A teenage boy and Summer takes after her mother in looks" I smirked at Caleb as he trailed off.
"So your worried about him being like you and not be able to control himself" I said with a smirk.
"Shut up its not funny .. she is my little girl ; Anyway enough about me .. whats going on with you little sister?"
I sighed, "Life has been hectic to say the least."
He raised an eyebrow, "Hectic isnt the right word. judging from your expression, I know its more than hectic. what did Cyn do now?"
"He hasnt ; i mean its not something he has done . Urgh i dont know how to explain it" I said annoyed at my own self. How hard was it to say Cyn wants another baby.
Callum looked at me exhausted "just start eventually i will catch on" he said.
"Cyn wants another baby " I said bluntly. It wasnt so hard.
"And you dont?" Callum asked slightly worried.
"I dont know ; it's a nice idea but there are so many things to consider and Cyn isnt considering any of it" I said frustrated.
"Okay right now Cyn is thinking with his insticts ; neither one of you is getting younger. Plus he doesnt get why your not fond of the idea"
"he should" i snapped. Once again emotions are on overdrive.
"Amelia ; Your the love of his life and he is yours ; he wants a child with the women he loves ; its understandable." I glarred at Callum as he said that.
"Why arent Max and Eva enough? ; I mean they were for the past 17 years" I asked still annoyed.
"Are you worried that he would love them less or are you worried you will ?" Callum asked.
"Dont.Ever. question how much i love my kids" I said with a glare.
"Okay sorry" Callum said. I rolled my eyes and left he was no help.
"Open the door" I yelled angrily outside Bella's house.
"Amelia always a pleasure" Erich said opening the door.
"I wish i could say the same" I said walking right past him. I didnt need my usual banter with him right now. This was an emergency. This was important.
"B what room are you in?" I yelled as i stood in the middle of the staircase.
"Kitchen darling" B yelled. I walked into the kitchen and saw B feeding little Marc.
"Hey " i said awakardly. Seeing a baby right now was not what i wanted.
"Do you think slow poke in there could take over feeding duties?" I asked pointing towards Erich.
"A be nice ; he got shot" Bella scowled me.
"he put my niece and nephew and husband at risk. I dont needed to be nice have you seen the bruises on Summer" I snapped.
"Stop being a b.tch Amelia" Bella snapped/
"Dont swear infront the baby" I chimed back sarcasticly.
"Erich look after Ezra ; I am going to try and make Amelia nicer" Bella shouted putting Ezra into Erich arms. "Goodluck with that" i heard Erich mumbled.
"What is up with you?" Bella asked annoyed as she dragged me towards her room.
"Everything" I said finally giving into my emotions.
"A ; whats happened?" Bella said hugging me.
I handed her my bag "look in it" i mumbled.
She pulled a small paper bag.
"Oh Amelia" she said. I started to cry and cry .
"Cynric Harleigh Perry get your a.ss her now" I heard my sister say through the phone.
"Bella whats wrong?" i asked boredly. It was like everywomen i knew had mood swings.
"Your wife just had a panic attack . get here now" i frowned at this . Amelia hadnt had a panic attack like this since Max cut his leg at the park when he was 4.
"Erich not now/ Where is my wife" I yelled running into the house.
"Upstairs .. with Bella" he said slightly annoyed.
"Amelia" I said "SHH!" i heard Bella whisper "She is asleep" i looked in the room and saw my wife sleeping peacefully.
"What happened ? Did something happen to Max? Eva?" I asked worried.
"No; I think its best if she tells you .. be careful" Bella said squeezing my arm.
"Amelia" I whispered as i sat on the bed.
"Cyn" she mumbled sleeply.
"I am here" i said kissing her forehead.
"I ---, its- here look" Amelia stuttered handing me a stick.
I looked down at . What it was . What it meant.
"Your" I said looking at her in awe. She just nodded.
"That is .. wonderful?" I said unsure. She just didnt know , that was what she looked like.
"Amelia this would be good" I said " I promise" i said rubbing her pack.
"Everything will be fine" i said as she nuzzled into me.
I was going to be a dad.